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Continue reading →: a letter to a loved one (myself) — december 19, 2023
do you hear it? do you hear the wind call your name? do you see where the night takes you, adventures on and under a bridge? we all go down rocky paths. you keep falling off a bike but you always end up in the right direction. and you love…
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Continue reading →: do i have to forgive my mom? – june 18, 2026
it has been a while. two months since my mom has passed away. do i have to forgive her? what does it mean to forgive; to forget? i miss her and my heart aches and the pains don’t stop and i feel so sick. but i just can’t forgive. is…
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Continue reading →: beginning of life — march 1, 2025
an end to a beginning. a beginning that facilitates a cathartic release. winter softens, and the world finally seems joyful again. of course, winter can bring out joy, but the temperament to and reaction of spring brings out a better version of ourselves. it can even be considered a beginning…
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Continue reading →: where flowers bloom — february 20, 2025
the month of love. every year, i always find february to be a rough month. but it’s still the start of the year; and winter still walks. short on days, full of snow, and happiness to be found in the moments that seem bleak. hearts open up as flowers, waiting…
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Continue reading →: 21 — december 21, 2024
my birthday passed a week ago, and now i’m twenty-one years old. growing up is bittersweet. i try not to think about the past or the future; instead i try to live in the moment. however, it’s times like this when i can’t help but wonder, “what does it mean…
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Continue reading →: journal entry #1 — where do we go from here?
i’ve been thinking a lot about my question from yesterday (“what makes me happy?”). honestly, i don’t know. it could be the coffee. i also don’t think it’s the kind of question that can be answered in a day. so, where do we go from here? even now, i’m not…
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Continue reading →: on failures — december 2, 2024
to me, failure is permanent, but the scars left on our hearts do not define us. this is not meant in a negative way. they shape us and make us stronger. failure is the first step to growth. without hardship, there is no success. even if there is no hardship,…
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Continue reading →: i missed you before you said goodbye and i still miss you — december 1, 2024
we haven’t talked in a while. i told my therapist that you keep appearing in my dreams and i don’t know what it means. do i miss you? resent you? love you? there is no love like yours. how can i do anything but miss you? i missed you before…
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Continue reading →: nosebleed — november 9, 2024
the air is so dry, my nose won’t stop bleeding. the air we breathed in together is long gone, and i don’t remember the smell of it anymore. ever since you moved away to massachusetts, the air smells different now. maybe that’s why my nose bleeds.
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Continue reading →: my heart — october 14, 2024
as a kid, it felt like my heart didn’t belong to me. so i gave it away. now that i am older, i have mended together the broken pieces, but some are still missing. and i look for them in everything.